he just not into me

Heiho!
Ini bukan postingan galau atau curhat ya, I warn you! =D
It's just a creative writing to express my feeling. Not to impress or get sympathize. Perasaan kadang harus diuraikan, diteliti akarnya, siapa tahu nanti bisa bikin antibodi untuk hati yang terluka (ceileh).
So, let's get started!

Aku dulu pernah bilang, aku jatuh cinta dengan mudahnya. Tanpa ekspektasi. Tanpa cita-cita.
Sejalan dengan waktu, kupikir aku salah.
Jatuh cinta itu harus hati-hati. Kita harus berekspektasi, untuk menentukan apakah orang yang kita cintai (berat sob bahasanya) itu memang orang yang kita butuhkan. Dan cita-cita itu wajib! biar jelas hubungannya mau dibawa kemana. Gitu.

And such a long long way to run, for me, to get this whole idea.
Bebal memang. Harus jatuh berkali-kali baru mau mengerti.

I keep coming to my last ex. Not for getting him back, but to know him better and to understand. The things that I should do when we were together.
Yeah, I'm that dumb. But, not again. I promise.
Our situation kinda complicated. Our relationship, if I may say this, is an accident. Later on, if I'm still carrying on, it's gonna be a mistake.
After we broke, he has a new gf. But something happened and he came back to me. Yet, he's not finish with her. Funny eh?
And the things goes on la la la la la.... Not gonna tell you the complete story actually =p

So, we just cleared the things up and I understand him better. I got my goals, yay!
After the twisted day, I noted these things:
1. Before you decide to fall in love with someone, make sure he is the right one. Get to know him first. Biar kecewanya gak kebanyakan..
2. Always be honest. Be nice. Be a good lady. A good one would attract a good one too.
3. What you give is what you get. Remember that.
4. Be smart. Learn anything, everything, from anywhere. Be useful to anyone. 
5. Keep living, keep have some fun (ini kalimat menghibur diri)
6. And so on and so on.. The rest would I keep it myself, if you don't mind.

After all, thank you. Thank you. Thank to you.
I learn so much much much from you. and you. you. and oh, you to! x))
Hope we can still be friends, like the old days. I mean it.
Well, mungkin gak akan segampang kelihatannya. Hal-hal gak akan sama lagi. Belum apa kata orang.
But again, make peace with your past so it won't destroy your present, kalau kata Paulo Coelho mah.
Moreover, I don't wanna we ended up like this. Like the song of Gotye, Somebody I Used to Know (click here if you want to hear this song. It's really a good one)

The last, but not the least.
If you meet him, please tell him these:
- Be brave. Do not afraid to fall in love, if you have find the right one. Things not always going the same as before. Just be good enough, be her universe, and she would not leave you. Ever.
- Keep your promises real (a.k. Be trusted). A man who could not keep a promise is not worth at all.


Ohh, it's getting late. Namaste, people!